Well. I geuss I need to let everyone know what has been going on with me these past months.. Because I haven't been a very participating member here and I know, as a member, we need to at least check in at times.
 But with that. I am going to begin with.... I found out I had, and still do have a brain hemmorage. awhile bac. I started getting a headache, and it went on for a week or so before I decided to go get it checked. as I was at the emergancy room. they did all the test they could to see what it was but nothing. and all of a sudden. one of the doctors informed me that if it was ok to have a spinal tap. I was really scared to have that done/ but I said yes, lets just do it so  can go have a cigarette. lol well, to make a long story short. they found blood in it, and said I have a brain bleed. well. that scared the hek right out of me. so I have been in and out of the hospital since. I need to have two more operations done on my brain.  Then./ I had one of my brothers pass away from cancer, and about a month or two later. I have another brother who passed away. I am not going to get into it all right now. but I will sometime later on. but thats been whats going on in my life.  I have lost alot of weight. from my nerves and. well...... I was not going to tell anyone yet until I knew for a fact. but they are testing me for cancer now. so if you all can put your mind and hearts in my body and feel what I am feeling, then you might understand why I am about ready to fall to pieces. well. I am not going to allow that. soooo.. well, I am not going to say anything else forright now. OOOOOH YEAH> Hmmmm. I almost forgot... I Love you all... tee hee!!!!   Laters.. Cody...aka. Rhonda