i need 300.00 for my rent. but at least its not because of drugs. because of been in the hospital. if i dont have by the 1 i might have to movie back to new york. where it all began that scars me to death. meanly because i have been clean for 3 years now i dont want to go back to where i was ever again. please help me. plzplz. not with the money part with the support.
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Glad to hear from you Jason. I can understand you feeling scared about maybe having to go back to a place where you used, but just as we can't use moving to escape our addiction there is nothing that says going to NY will cause you to relapse. You can take recovery with you wherever you go. That being said, I hope you get to keep your home. Be well.
I hear that got recovery in New York..... I was at a convention in Canada that had an amazing speaker from New York. She spoke about how there are many many many meetings there. :) I also believe that the fear of going back is a healthy fear, it will help you be more vigilant about your recovery. :)
Andrea
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people who mind don't matter, and people who matter don't mind- Dr. Seuss
with 2 years clean I did everything that my sponsor suggested I do, I worked the steps and traditions, I sponsored a few people and I went to meetings regularly but it did not stop life from showing up, I ended up losing my job and my wife and I had to go to a shelter for a few months and at the shelter everybody was a qualified addict. but im still clean I decided that you can take everything away from me but you cant take away my recovery, if I don't have nothing else in this world to call my own I do have my clean time and my recovery, it had got down to no mater what for me. all so our text talks about life showing up in many ways. so good luck and you are in my prayers.
thanks for all your support i found out that my landlord is out of town this week which gives me the extra week.
