I start therapy for the first time to hopefully get what I need to get thru the actions and drama of the last year I am scared to death don't know if I wanna know the truth but Iam surrounded by all kinds of fears atm I know Iam strong enough to get thru it but its gonna bring tears I am assuming alot of them I hope some screams and relief come from this too I really have no idea how I am going to express to her what needs to be processed there are many areas of my life that therapy can help but they are being specific bcause of the multiplicity I live with and many other labels to list but gratfully they are not who i am i just have some probs but don't we all just thoght i would express myself b4 the am here hopes sleep comes easy tonight
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Good morning Sunshine waking up to Sunshine!(hopefully where you are) Have a blessed day Manon,another shot of doing and being what the God of our understanding intended for us!! Peace my friend!!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Hi Manon! Good to see you're still here! Deep breaths sweetie! That is the job of the therapist, helping you bring out whatever needs to be addressed, one issue at a time. You don't have to know how to do it, just trust the process.
Now, employ some logic... Whatever you talk about has already happened, right? Like the 4th step, we become so fearful over just writing about stuff we already lived through, and much of it we lived through without a program of love and support! You didn't die when you lived through it, you won't die when you look at it with new, clean, recovering eyes! It's OK if you cry, it's OK if you scream. The purpose is to begin to discard the stuff that isn't working for us anymore... Those old untrue and unhealty beliefs that tend to keep us stuck. We look at what happened, why we began to believe what we believe and we feel the feelings and then we let it go... For REAL let it go. We are no longer plagued!
This is going to be awesome for you!
HUGS!!!
Jana
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The truth does not change based on my inability to stomach it - Flannery O'Connor
My happiness grows in direct proportion to my acceptance and in inverse proportion to my expectations - Michael J. Fox