For me ,its like the reading says to take time to communicate with our HP ,to see how we can't get closer through our actions and lives!( for me,daily before I leave my bed.3rd/11th step meditations and asking forgiveness to God for my discretions,for myself and toward others)
The part of my life I need more growth is my faith to allow God to let me trust in Him with my sons life.To not fear his relapse,or his ability to move forward in life.To let him go as a man to find his way and to humbly stay out of any enabling behaviors I may have toward him.Nar-Anon has been a major help but I still falter in areas pertaining to him.God is my strength and I press forward each day searching,striving and trying to live the life He has intended for me!
Miss you Tisa,we are praying for your return,Can't wait to see you and the Kitty again!! thanks Don..............
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
i don't work on not of that stuff! i'd like to think i do, but i don't! I mean i ride my bike to meetings for some serenity, or i listen to music, good music.....but i still neglect step work and meditation and prayer...to vital things to my recovery! why am i sooooooo darn lazy when I know that those things which are good for me will help get me out of misery and pain!
thanks Don..............
