Oh my goodness - the last few days i have been feeling really disconnected - with myself - starting to get irritated, frustrated and overwhelmed very easily - oh lets not forget about obsessing - AGAIN! - Lets see what I have been doing - I go to meetings, I help others, I do service work, and I don't use - Ok now what I have not been doing - talking about my obsessions, talk to my sponser about my obsession - and stop obsessing - Lately I haven't been spending time with me - Just running around doing stuff - (a Human doing) - No down time - In the last week - I haven't been on this site regular like I was - Haven't put pen to paper like I was - Oh shit - If I am not working on my recovery - I am working on a relapse -I better pull it in - and get back to basics - AGAIN -