all the drama has siezed since Febuary but I miss the source but at the same time I am grateful he has moved on it seems... I hope he was able to repair his family... but thru all this I still feel ashamed at my part in this situation so I guess the question being how do I let go so I too can move on??? surrender is not my strong point I just want to be loved...without the lies and the secrets this song is how I feel Isaw it watching Daredevil last night and the lyrics are profound http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dIf2SFLwdw
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
I kept turning it over ot God and asking his will to be done, we are kinda back together, just for today though I dont know the ending to all of this and i dont want to know " one day at a time " manon....
Hi...I don't know how to upload songs, so see if you can get this one..."I Can't Do This" (Chaotic Resolve-Plumb) It's a rocker of a 3rd step prayer (in essence). Think you'd like it.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
Hey Manon! If you are feeling ashamed ask God for forgiveness and the ability forgive yourself.(and others)Try and stay in the day and give love and it will come back.(starting with Gods grace and mercy)
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.