"All spiritual awakenings have some things in common. Common elements include an end to loneliness and a sense of direction in our lives."
Basic Text, p. 50
Some kinds of spiritual experiences take place when we confront something larger than we are. We suspect that forces beyond our understanding are operating. We see a fleeting glimpse of the big picture and find humility in that moment.
Our journey through the Twelve Steps will bring about a spiritual experience of the same nature, only more profound and lasting. We undergo a continual process of ego-deflation, while at the same time we become more conscious of the larger perspective. Our view of the world expands to the point where we no longer possess an exaggerated sense of our own importance.
Through our new awareness, we no longer feel isolated from the rest of the human race. We may not understand why the world is the way it is or why people sometimes treat one another so savagely. But we do understand suffering and, in recovery, we can do our best to alleviate it. When our individual contribution is combined with others, we become an essential part of a grand design. We are connected at last.
Just for Today: I am but one person in the entire scheme of things. I humbly accept my place in the big picture.
"...An end to loneliness and a sense of direction in our lives." I have had a number of little spiritual awakenings, but nothing profound. I continue to work the steps and stay clean because I long for the elusive sense of purpose that my life has been lacking. I truly believe that the 12 steps will lead me to that sense of fulfillment that is my hearts desire.
IT's all about ego deflation, lessing our ego's means we become less important to OURSELVES and for me that makes absolute perfect sense because most of the time i am very very important and when your that important NOTHINGS GOOD ENOUGH....lots of trouble with the world, people, things and situations.
-- Edited by BigV on Monday 12th of April 2010 09:35:01 AM
