life has really thrown me a loop today seem to be getting back onmy feet then my Dad comes over to pic up his picture of me and my son and sure enough as he was leaving he thought it would be cool to fondle my breast I have been abused \by him when younger but at 36 fuckin years old how the fiuck wioth all this other shit thought this would be great to add to the list almost afraid to ask what happens next
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I saw this post last night Manon, but just didn't know what to say. I don't want to ignore it, but I'm still at a loss. I can only tell you that I feel a mixture of sadness for you and anger at your dad. Don't be a victim any more.
Yes Manon! I am praying that the God of your understanding brings you strength!I too as I said have a mixture of sadness,anger and helplessness in your situation.There are steps that can be taken but that has to come from your heart and I know this is something that is in the archives of pain for you.To the God of my understanding please bring peace to your child!!!
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Manon, when I first read your post it broke my heart and i am sorry that it has taken me a day or so to really know what to say. I don't think I have ever mentioned this in any of my postings but I work for a domestic violence/sexually abused women & children's shelter. I am a counselor/advocate and some days work on the crisis hotline so I've seen & heard it all. First & foremost you have to know & believe w/ every fiber of your being "THAT IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT" Not when you were younger & not at 36. But there is a big difference at 36 and that is you do not have to be a victim anymore or ever again. Any father that would do that to his own child at any age is mentally sick or just a complete monster or possibly both. Please get yourself out of the position to where he is even able to be around you let alone in your home. I don't mean to sound so harsh but the reality of what he's done to you since you were a child has to have a huge impact on every aspect of your mental,emotional, & physical state. Please get some help or atleast detox him from your life. I hope I haven't crossed a line w/ my reply but it's personal to me because it's what I deal w/ everyday at work and my father is chief investigator of sex crimes in 3 counties and he was head of homicide where we live for over 25 yrs so I've seen this up close & personal my entire life. I hope you are feeling better today & please know you're in all of our prayers. Take Care. Stacey
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