why can't people (my family) understand that i just want to be left alone in the peace and quiet to watch tv or take a fucking nap! but no my sister and her daughter are living here now and i cant take it anymore! its only been a week and i want to punch everyone in the face. everywhere i go they follow. when im watching tv or trying to take a nap they are so fucking loud! at night... in the middle of the night my sister has to feed my neice. i understand that. i usually dont wake up from her feeding but now she turns the music on the thingy that spins above her head and my room is right next to hers and i wake up 2 or 3 times a night because of the damn music! helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo its fucking 3 in the morning i just want to sleep before i have to get up for work! another thing i got a new job shovelling shit because well macys fucked me over so everymorning 8 am i go and shovel shit at the barn for 4 hours then i go to class by the time i get home its dinner time and i have a ton of homework to do. i dont eat until 9 or so at night and then i go to bed by 1030 11. but nooooooooooooooooooo someones making noise or my sisters fucking asshole boyfriend is over trying to bribe me into likeing him. just leave me the fuck alone! why cant people understand that! i just want to sit and relax in the fucking peace and quiet. and my neice has to have physical therapy so i get home from class today and the therapist parks in the middle of the fucking driveway so i cant get around her or park anywhere! so i had to park in the street and walk up the drive way in the fucking blizzard and then when she leaves im going to have to walk back down the drive way to move my car. even if i parked behind her id still have to go out and move my car and wait for her to get the fuck out of my way so i can park. why are people dumb and i wish they would all just go to hell and the world would be a much better place. anyways thats pretty much whats been going on in my life lately and i will most likely punch something or someone in the next few days if something doesnt change.
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Dont sweat the small stuff like parking eliminate the little things from being a problem then work on the big stuff Liz, constant prayer sweaty when somethings bothering you its something inside of us .
Hi Liz...Have you considered just expressing your needs...clearly and simply... and asking for exactly what you want, nicely? I'm NOT being funny or sarcastic.
I "apologize in advance" if you have really tried that and have not been "heard". I know how frustrating and angry-making stuff like that can be. I also know that working myself up into a hateful lather and deciding I'm gonna punch something or someone has never served me well. Anger has probably been the single most destructive obstacle to my staying straight & sober, as well as to progressing in my recovery so I can be a reasonably happy human being.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
