SELFISHNESS, if I could conquer this most of my difficulty s in life would not be here . Theres a lot of hurt and pain under that selfishness toom I had an epiphany this morning when reading my meditation .
I would say TOLERANCE, is the nature of my addiction. I'm drawn to addictive substances or behaviors because of the way they affect my emotions or enhance my performance.
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"No one is immune from addiction; it afflicts people of all ages, races, classes, and professions". Patrick Kennedy
Hey Vin! I THINK MY EXACT NATURE STARTED WHENI WAS VERY YOUNG TRYING TO BE 'WHAT OTHERS WANTED ME TO BE' YOU KNOW LIKE BEST IN SCHOOL,BEST FRIEND,BEST HUSBAND,ALWAYS RIGHT,THINK I WITHDREW INTO OBLIVION CAUSE IT WAS NICE IN THERE FOR AWHILE......PROBLEM COULDN'T GET OUT!!! LOOKS LIKE I DOUBLED UP AND ALSO DONT KNOW HOW TO GET OUT (OF 2 POSTS)!! :)
-- Edited by MIKEF on Friday 15th of January 2010 07:24:55 AM
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.