I use to attend meetings in California for about the first 5 years of my recovery. I even ran the marathon meetings on Christmas and New Years eve. My life has completely changed and every day I'm greatfull for seeing the world threw different eyes. However recently I discovered my little brother who I never really was able to be near him due to divorce is in his first 90 days of recovery and he said I should attend meetings again cause my honesty was such a breath of fresh air for him when no one would be honest with him..in order for me to support him I have to also make sure I have support since it is someone close to me.
Feeding the Blue dog for life...starve the red dog
It is great that you can be there for your little brother.He needs the support of someone who knows the fellowship works and is living proof of it.You also know how hard earned the cleantime is.