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rocky


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i have been awayfor awhile i  was injured in a accident out fishing this summer and have since had 2 surguries on my left elbow i got to going down the road to ruin on the damn pain pills i did the right things for awhile but once started the bottom is what stops you i have been fighting for my life for over 20 yrs and it keeps comming around to this wicked addiction over again so here goes i am powerless over this monster ihave created me i havent used for 5 days now i am stiil wobbling and rolling but i have a grip with my finger tips and it is 1 day at a time i not going to keep beating myself anymore than i already do but i need the love in this room and the support to get thru thanks rocky 

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MIKEF


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Hello Rocky! wELCOME HOME MAN!
Keep coming back, it sounds like you know what you need to do,this monster is always lurking.We are here all hours of the day and night(yup some of us are vampires also,you know sleep during day up at night,if we sleep at all!You know the drill get a sponsor,make meetings,share from your heart,ask for help all that...you already started again by checking in here.Hope to hear from you soon,congrats on 5 days,let us know how its going......DAILY IF NEED BE!!!(hourly ,whatever it takes.)

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rocky


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thanks mike i am doing this 1 day at a time

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BigV


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Thats how i do it one day at a time Bret. I hit a spiritual bottom lately just not working much spirituality and using will be the next I know that much  so i'm trying to make more meetings and need to crack open the book and start reading. sorry i missed your calls gotta just pull up them boot straps and start again, use what wisdom you have in the time you've been clean we learn more and more about ourselves and our addiction as time goes by. And your not alone i been starting over since 1983 lol just now figuring this out so it takes what it takes glad you posted i hoped that you would sometimes getting it down on paper so to speak helps see it for what it is.

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Tisa2U


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Welcome home, Rocky. You never have to use again, just for today.

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Kris_09


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Welcome back Bret! I know EXACTLY where you're coming from. My DOC is Lortab, and I find that out of nowhere that ugly monster show its head! I had to go to the doctor for Bronchitis, and they know I'm an addict, but he gave me some cough medicine with an opiate in it. I took the cough medicine-tried to do right with it, but before you know it that "stinkin thinking" came back again. So like the addict I am, I took the rest of it-not like it was prescribed. So, take it one day at a time, and pray! I find that God is my only refuge in times like these. Today I am clean, that's all I can ask for. You'll be OK, and remember you know what you have to do, and I know you'll be OK. Love ya' man!

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rocky


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thanks for your support guys i feel alot better now than then i have made some meetings talked to a few peeps and have alittle control back thanks for all your kind words

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