and im struggling with daily happenings, im going to local meetings and trying to get myself clean, and my life is being f/d up cuz of other peoples mistakes, i feel like wanting to use again and it sucks. im going through hell trying to hold myself together.... anyone intrested in hearing more or talking to me
Hi...welcome...saying more, listening more. it's all part of the struggle! Maybe consider a serious read of Steps 1, 2, and 3, rather than trying to do it all yourself (Is is possible you might be being powerful, rejecting restoration, avoiding the decision to let go?) This is a good place to get extra support in addition to your meetings...glad you are here.
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From dying and surviving to living and thriving. LeeU
keep comin back here and making meetings..definitely interested in listening.talkin with you.one addict helping another is without paralell...i would suggest you try and keep the focus on "you and your recovery'and not on others...sometimes not easy as life on lifes terms definitely is an adventure. bottom line is you just dont need to use...glad you got here,hope to hear back from you .peace!!mikef
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