I saw your response to an earlier thread and thought I would share a bit of my limited ES&H .
Im 49 years old . started using regularly at 12 . Got clean from about 25 to 32. and went back out. I was 48 before I came back in the rooms. Yesterday on the 3rd of may I celebrated 11 months clean..
Its never to late. I had many of the same question you have.. Im to old now. Its been too long. Its to late for me.
Thats the addict talking. Its NEVER to late. YOU CAN RECOVER !! Stick around . Im so proud of you for making it here.
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The fundamental delusion of humanity , is to suppose that I am here and you are out there .