I realize there is a power greater than myself just finding the faith is difficult at times I look at the combined clean time and I know "it" is out there but where do you find it on the last part of my step 4 and still questioning "why me" My health is not great I am on oxygen 24 hours a day my weight is falling so that part is good my son wanted to spend his x-mas break with me so that was wonderful he left yesterday and I realize how lonely I am and wish I was his full time parent bu when ?I was using I chose to give him to my mom for stability purposes I am just grateful to have him inmy life and thatI can enjoy things with him clean and he does not have to see me use today I guess emotionally and pyscally I am tired and overwhelmed but I have Faith enough to know this too shall pass
I was feeling lonely until I saw this post! I had to laught at myself when I remembered I am as lonely with a group of people around me as I am by myself sometimes. I choose togo tobed ton9ght with a smile on my face and feeling as if I have found 2 friends I haven't met yet. Thanks guys!!!!
sometimes Solitude is Bliss,,, this Program asks a gregarious, outgoing,restless addict like me to stop, take time for myself and create a Spiritual Space for myself to visit ecah day,, to be renewed !! I for one will not be happy or satisfied without that Quietness aech day/nite !!!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Something to be grateful for! I have so many things to be Grateful for where am I going to start.
1)PRAISES ON HIGH TO GOD, HIS SON AND THE HOLY SPIRIT! 2)MY HUSBAND 2@ 1/2) RECOVERY 3)MY SON 4)FAMILY 5)FRIENDS AND CHURCH FAMILY 6) MINISTRY 7)FINANCES 8)HOME 9)DOGS 10) CARS 11) DEBT FREE 12)ARTISTIC ABILITIES 13)COOKING SKILLS
I could keep going but I willl stop because someone else may want to share.
how comprehensive Blessed,, ha ha !!! mine almost the same,, its like im in your league,,, cept im not married,, but have a lovely GF !! and being Ecletic,, its all outside of church/temple !! Im also very greatful for a thing called Prescence of Mind,, which seems to be favouring me these days !!
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
