Hi all,, raman an addict
I share with you another milestone in my recovery,,as of 12 midnite and into 21st December I have 20 years clean and mainly serene !!!
I thank each and every one of you for being there to share recovery with in the NA WAY !!
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I will now as humbly as I can recount the past year in gratitude ==
i was able to stay focussed on being clean and serene asnthemost important thing in my life,,, inspite of there being many critical junctures
I did many more recovery meetings in live,internet,person to person than ever.
My bonds with sponsor,sponsees,recovering friends and wellwishers has strenghtened.
I made the citys millionares list,, because of my  fathers legacy to us appreciating beyond our wildest dreams,, and also earning i made thru music,
Our property is being developed and that leaves me more financially secure than i ever was in all my life !!
most importantly thru Guidance I did not alow money,property and prestige matters to divert me from my primary purpose !
Im a better father,son,brother and friend than ever in my life,,
im thinking and feeling much better han i ever did in all my life.
My quality of Yoga,Prayer,Meditation and writing has increased.
so has the ability to take Guidance from Godtheforcethatkeepsmeanaddictcleanadsereneonadailybasis.
im also better informed about the religion I was born into,, as well as the many other faiths and philosophies that exist here in this cou ntry.
winning a major billiards  tournament felt good,, long    t ime coming
 And this idea called "recovery on the road"??
a concept that ne wer   members and I    came  up with and drove to Conventions                                                                                                                                                  and other NA engagements,,, in India  and one country abroad, the total drive was about 11000 miles or more,,solo !!What a miracle that itself is ,,,the experiences we had in those places,on the road and with other people in NA from all over the world and here was a high point indeed this year !!t
and now about my lady love J,,, shes the love of y life,,, shes very cool and spiritual and tis day as i was playing at a show she messages me that im the answer to her prayer,,,i wanted to shout for joy and was ecstasic,, I let it all pour out thru the music I was playing and being good to the people who were with me,,
now Im counting the days when J and I will get together in the flesh,, I keep telling her the Gods are working overtime to facilitate that event !!
I know ive arrived,, after many love affairs,relationships ,one marriage and divorce,, so many One nite stands,,i know this is for real and can feel it in my flesh and bones ,, my heart and soul,,Id love to dedicate my life to her !!as of now,,, thats a decision.
all in all i want to sy that I live to loe and love to live the NA way on a daily basis,,
im proud to be an NA  member and Fellow at MIP,, which same MIp i consider as my home group !!
God Bless you all in your recovery too !!