Life seems to distort for a moment in time , it doesn't happen often. I feel confused and lost life feels like a whirl pool spinning so fast I can't see where I'm at or where i'm going, then I land and I'm back. It's just a strange feeling.
often when i used, i used because i wantneeded to feel.
they say...whoever "they" are.... that i'm right where i'm supposed to be... so i go with the flow. Trying to remember...i can start my day over at any time.
Hey I can so relate... there pass many moments when I feel exactly like that... to such an extent that I don't even feel like going to a meeting or sharing about it to anybody (a very dangerous state to be in)... there's meaninglessness, no sense of purpose and boredom... where reality seems too demanding...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
Oh my god, my keyboard went berserk, or maybe it was some part of my software on my comp that did... to throw that unintelligible font language... I had to restart my comp to get it right again
And I have actually forgotten what it was that I wanted to share... lol...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
oh yeah, but at times like that, I've found it advantageous to tell myself that it's ok that I feel so down and timid and confused... I don't fight it... I try to do the next right thing... maybe, somehow manage to make a meeting, or to come online and check out others' shares at the forums and online meetings... read a little bit of literature... try to call someone and share about it... and most importantly, saying that I'm powerless over what I'm going thru and believing in the fact that my Higher Power would restore me back to normalcy and sanity, that it shall pass... I pray and I turn myself over to my Higher Power... and in a day or two, I wake up and find the morning and the world and the life interesting all over again...
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
