Hello. I'm not sure I am posting in the right place. I have a problem with prescription medications. I take too many pills and use up a months supply of pills in less than a week. I am quitting doing this but the temptation is always there. I abuse Opana (a narcotic pain pill), Ambien, Zyrem and Soma. I make myself just sleep my life away and I don't want to do this anymore. I have cirrhosis of the liver from Hep C and I am always tired but I make things worse by abusing drugs. I just zone out and I am very ashamed.
Do you have any advise on how to get started with this program? Do we work on different steps together? And how do I find out what the different steps are? Thank you for listening. Take care. Donna
Welcome Donna! I know just how you feel. I'm still very new to recovery myself (about a week and a half) but the way I got started was I looked up a local meeting in my area using this site:
http://portaltools.na.org/portaltools/MeetingLoc/
and I've gone almost everyday since. Get to a meeting as soon as you can! I'm sure some of the members who have been around much longer can give you more advice, I just wanted to let you know how I got started. My thoughts and prayers are with you!
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Tahir.
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Welcome Home Donna!! Glad You're Here!! The promise of freedom is right here in the rooms of Narcotics Anonymous....the lie is dead....we do recover, a day at a time. Don't pick up and you won't use :) Love and Hugs to ya sister!!! Glora
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