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JFT October 23 Surrender
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By surrendering control, we gain a far greater power. Basic Text, p. 44 = When we were using, we did everything we could to run things our way. We used every scheme imaginable to bring our world under control. When we got what we wanted, we felt powerful, invincible; when we didnt, we felt vulnerabl...
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Dropping in to say YO HI
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Been busy, been complacent, been being and doing life but im doing ok other then some health issues due to smoking and over working and over eating , you get what i'm saying i'm a good addict who's still not well, but its better, im not using and most days i'm fairly happy, life doesnt suck good to see same...
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29 years
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I celebrate 29 years clean today, thanks to NA, my HP, steps and traditions, sponsors and so many great people in the fellowship. I am so grateful for the blessings of recovery today!
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JFT October 22 Look who's talking
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Our disease is so cunning that it can get us into impossible situations. Basic Text, p. 83 = Some of us say, My disease is talking to me. Others say, My head wont turn off. Still others refer to the committee in my mind or the monkey on my back. Lets face it. We suffer from an incurable malady that cont...
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JFT October 21 God's will today
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This decision demands continued acceptance, ever-increasing faith, and a daily commitment to recovery. IP No. 14, One Addicts Experience = Sometimes, we really live the Third Stepand its great! We dont regret the past, we arent afraid of the future, and were generally pleased with the present...
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Looking for a Greg P recording
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Hi, a guy named David R from Florida sponsored me for a couple of years, and he introduced me to Greg P via an audio cassette. The recording was from FRCNA, I believe the year was 1995, I'm not 100% on that, but the convention theme was "The Nature of Recovery". Greg was a main speaker, and he is m...
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JFT October 19 Standing for something
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...we could feel time, touch reality, and recognize spiritual values long lost to many of us. Basic Text, p. 88 = In our active addiction, we were prepared to compromise everything we believed in just to get our hands on more drugs. Whether we stole from our families and friends, sold ourselves, o...
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JFT October 18 We all belong
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Although politics makes strange bedfellows, as the old saying goes, addiction makes us one of a kind. Basic Text, p. 87 = What a mixture of folks we have in Narcotics Anonymous! In any given meeting on any given night, well find a variety of people who probably never would have sat down in a room toge...
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JFT October 17 "The Truth"
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Everything we know is subject to revision, especially what we know about the truth. Basic Text, p. 94 = Many of us thought we could recognize The Truth. We believed the truth was one thing, certain and unchanging, which we could grasp easily and without question. The real truth, however, was tha...
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JFT October 16 The simplest prayer
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...praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out. Step Eleven = How do we pray? With little experience, many of us dont even know how to begin. The process, however, is neither difficult nor complicated. We came to Narcotics Anonymous because of our drug addiction....
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JFT October 15 Choices
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We did not choose to become addicts.Basic Text, p. 3=When we were growing up, all of us had dreams. Every child has heard a relative or neighbor ask, What do you want to be when you grow up? Even if some of us didnt have elaborate dreams of success, most of us dreamed of work, families, and a future of...
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JFT October 14 The end of loneliness
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With the love that I am shown in Narcotics Anonymous, I have no excuse for loneliness. = Addiction is a lonely disease. We may be surrounded by people but, sooner or later, our addiction drives a wedge between us and even our closest loved ones. Many of us are driven to Narcotics Anonymous by a despe...
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Any one live in Georgia??
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I am considering making a move to Monroe, outside of Athens... just curious... no decision made yet, but it is a possibility.John
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How to act from now on?
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I used mari. for intensive 12 years of daily use. I suffer from tendency to get depressed. I was treated to stop by taking SSRI and speak with therapist. After 3 months of therapy I quit the use Totally. Six months later I started to smoke again from time to time with freinds. Did not feel I am falling again...
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JFT October 10 Consequences
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Before we got clean, most of our actions were guided by impulse. Today, we are not locked into this type of thinking. Basic Text, p. 90 = Ever been tempted to do something even when you knew the results would be disastrous? Ever thought about how much it was going to hurt to do what you were tempted to d...
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JFT October 12 Being right
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When we admit that our lives have become unmanageable, we dont have to argue our point of view.... We no longer have to be right all the time. Basic Text, p. 58 = Nothing isolates us more quickly from the warmth and camaraderie of our fellow NA members than having to be right. Insecure, we pretend to...
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JFT October 11 Eyeglasses and attitudes
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Our best thinking got us into trouble.... Recovery is an active change in our ideas and attitudes. Basic Text, p. 55 = In active addiction, the world probably looked like a horrible place. Using helped us tolerate the world we saw. Today, however, we understand that the worlds condition wasnt...
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A beautiful one minute wisdom !
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Hello everybody. How are you this morning ?Here is an interesting one. You all have most probably heard this one before, as i have, but here it is anyway:An addict fell in a hole and couldn't get out. A businessman went by and the addict called out for help. The businessman threw him some money and told h...
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JFT October 9 Order
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We emphasize setting our house in order because it brings us relief. Basic Text, p. 97 = Focusing on what others are doing can provide momentary relief from having to take a look at ourselves. But one of the secrets of success in Narcotics Anonymous is making sure our own house is in order. So what d...
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JFT October 8 A new pattern of living
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We suspect that if we do not use what we have, we will lose what we have. Basic Text, p. 78 = Addiction gave a pattern to our lives, and with it a meaninga dark, diseased meaning, to be sure, but a meaning nonetheless. The Narcotics Anonymous recovery program gives us a new pattern of living to replace o...
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JFT October 7 Depending on our higher power
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As recovering addicts, we find that we are still dependent, but our dependence has shifted from the things around us to a loving God and the inner strength we get in our relationship with Him. Basic Text, pp. 71 = For many addicts, rebelliousness is second nature. We didnt want to depend on anyone or...
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30 days clean and sober
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I just wanted to share with you all that I've been clean and sober for 30 days. At tonights NA meeting I will be getting my 30 day key chain. I am so excited and feel so blessed. I thank my Higher Power God for my many blessings. I am proof that if this addict can get clean so can anyone else. Everyone have a bl...
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JFT October 4 Thirty-day wonder
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"When we first begin to enjoy relief from our addiction, we run the risk of assuming control of our lives again. We forget the agony and pain that we have known. Basic Text, p. 50 = Many of us have been thirty-day wonders. We were desperate and dying when we showed up at our first NA meeting. We i...
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JFT October 6 Amends without expectations
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Projections about actually making amends can be a major obstacle both in making the list and in becoming willing. Basic Text, p. 39 = The Eighth Step asks us to become willing to make amends to all persons we have harmed. As we approach this step, we may wonder what the outcome of our amends will be. W...
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JFT October 5 Ask for mercy, not justice
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Many of us have difficulty admitting that we caused harm for others... We cut away our justifications and our ideas of being a victim. Basic Text, p. 38 = Our lives are progressing nicely. Things are going good, and each year in recovery brings more material and spiritual gifts. We may have a litt...
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JFT October 3 Losing self-will
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Our egos, once so large and dominant, now take a back seat because we are in harmony with a loving God. We find that we lead richer, happier, and much fuller lives when we lose self-will. Basic Text, p. 105 = Addiction and self-will go hand in hand. The unmanageability that we admitted to in Step One w...
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JFT October 2 Keeping faith
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We grasp the limitless strength provided for us through our daily prayer and surrender as long as we keep faith and renew it. Basic Text, p. 46 = There are two parts to recovery: getting clean, and staying clean. Getting clean is comparatively easy because we only have to do it once. Staying clean i...
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I need some help
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Before I left rehab my therapist there gave me a few very small workbooks for steps 1-5 but they aren't much help does anyone know of any actually helpful ones I can find online and print out or maybe pick up at a bookstore or something. I'm on my own with all this because of where I live and don't really know...
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JFT October 1 Not just a motivation for growth
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We learn that pain can be a motivating factor in recovery. Basic Text, p. 30 = Painwho needs it! we think whenever were in it. We see no good purpose for pain. It seems to be a pointless exercise in suffering. If someone happens to mention spiritual growth to us while were in pain, we most likely snor...
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JFT September 29 Just for today
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When we stop living in the here and now, our problems become magnified unreasonably. Basic Text, p. 99 = Just for todayits a comforting thought. If we try to live in the past, we may find ourselves torn by painful, disquieting memories. The lessons of our using are not the teachers we seek for recov...
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