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drugfree · drugfree

hey everyone I just got home from a NA campout and the spirtuality that I was missing was slightly found at this campout.... i cried during the countdown, not because i was sad, but because of the power that seeing all that clean time had. Going to campouts have taught me how to party clean. I'm tired a...

jcd aka jayson cole · jcd aka jayson cole

I GOT THIS FROM THE NURSE THAT TAKES CARE OF MY BECAUSE I FELL LIKE GIVING UPDON'T QUITWhen things go wrong, as they sometimes will, when the road you're truding seems all uphill, when the funds are low, and the debts are high, and you want to smile but you have to sigh, when care is pressing you down a bit, r...

BigV · BigV

What a trip that was over 400 people, family, friends, even one of his old sweet hearts were there and this was a celebration of a man who many many loved and admired. It was stunning tribute to someone who helped many hopeless addicts, who lived the program of spiritual living and loving. Who left deep w...

rumblefish · rumblefish

i just realized you've lived half a century! congratulations and many more...

BigV · BigV

Well this friday is my brother in laws service pretty down and out about this whole thing it's quite a loss . Not feeling well need to make some changes in my life and my living, diet, smoking, need to get to the docs they aren't going to keep filling my high blood pressure meds until I do and I think I have sle...

rumblefish · rumblefish

yayuh!!!this is what i meant ok, electric current... energy, force... distribution, rather conduit and when circuit is complete... the lights are on! whether somebody's home or not current, flow, force all metaphoric description for a HP -- Edited by rumblefish on Tuesday 7th of July 2009 09:04...

Denise · Denise

Hi I am a new member. I just wanted to introduce myself.

sddarkman619 · sddarkman619

It's been a while since I have gone to the Palm Springs convention, and was wondering if anyone when this year, who is on this board? I almost when this year but was unable to make it due to my Daughter being sick. I am not sure if the location, hotel, resort they used to be at is different than the one they had...

BigV · BigV

http://www.recoverygreetings.net/cards/egna/428686.html-- Edited by BigV on Monday 6th of July 2009 01:10:07 AM

LizC · LizC

people say life is such a precious thing. only if there is a purpose for it. treatment is going fine. me on the other hand im not doing so fine. for some reason i can stay clean for a month but after that i just dont care anymore. i cant stay clean longer than a month. everytime i just end up using. and im at that...

KellyKadaver · KellyKadaver

Hi Everyone. I just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Kelly and I am a heroin addict. I've tried to quit many times but always started using again. This time I feel more confident and I am attending relapse prevention groups and NA meetings. If anyone has any advice for me, it is welcome. Thank you. K...

nabbm34 · nabbm34

4 years ago i went and got myself treatment because i felt like i was getting out of control on how much pain medication i was taking. I was going thru a divorce and just kept taking more and more to numb myself. Well i did well for a long time then i injured my back real bad (actually broke it) and my Dr prescri...

Manon · Manon

SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in South Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he...

Raman · Raman

Wel,Wellwell,,and oh fukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk yes, My Faith in God has been renewed. MY SWEETHEART CALLED ME OVER TO HER PLACE THIS EVENING. tHEN AFTER SOEM INITIAL SMALL TALK SHE PULLS OUT AN ENVELOPE AND GIVES IT TO ME AND SAYS,, "HERE READ IT" I OPEN THAT ENVELOPE,,HEART IN MY MOUTH. AND...

KrisC · KrisC

I'm not sure about this - but hopefully some of you will be able to provide some input on this subject. In another post on this board, I mentioned about a person at my NA meetings who I can really relate to as he was in almost the exact same situation I'm in now. The only difference is that he was ordered by...

Christina1 · Christina1

I have been clean for 27 years and due to a pain condition and 2 accidents, the 1st one requiring shoulder surgery and chiropractic care, physical therapy, and injections; the 2nd one requiring back surgery; both of which have made pain condition of 20+ years unbearable and will kill me if I don't do s...

rumblefish · rumblefish

I am rumblefish. I've spent most of my life in 12 step programs. If all I've done is slow addiction from killing me, so be it. I've got around 107 days this rip. I isolated, I went out, I wanted to come back after a while. I missed how my life clean felt. I attend regular meetings and I wanted to find the...

sarahb · sarahb

Hi, am new on here but didnt really know where else to go to chat to other people. I'm 28 years old, from uk and have been clean from heroin for 9 years. I started using at 14 after moving in with my boyfriend,, alot older than me and a regular user, and about 20 of his "mates". I got married to...

rumblefish · rumblefish

If you are here to read this, think of those who aren't. Pray for them: good thoughts for those who lost their minds, addiction and fears. Think of their great sacirfice. We recover on the bones of others. Wrap your loving thoughts around them: alone no more. If you are here and recovering your original...

inpaindaily · inpaindaily

hi family, new here and came across this on a google search. im trying ot find someone ot help me get past all the resentment i carry eevry fricken minute of my life. it is killing me fast. hatred, resentment, and injustice done to me by others, family, friends, jobs, etc. i never let go once of pain i have f...

Manon · Manon

WOW it is amazing what you can find out with a little patience and street smarts I want to thank all of you who has faith in me and my recovery as I face some of the toughest days of my life since I quit using drugs. Believe me I am not perfect by any means I am flawed in many ways as are we all. The things I have lear...

BigV · BigV

My brother inlaw has been diagnosed with liver cancer , he is one of us and been clean for 20 something years. He's a Hep C carrier also just had a treatment about 2 years ago that cleared up the very active C and now this 80% of the liver is filled with cancer and it's going to take a miracle and good medicine t...

mr318i · mr318i

well im going threw withdrawl from hydrocodone, i was taking it for my bad knees (i have avascular necrosis of the knees and crohns disease a double wammy) i had knee surgery in january but then my other knee got messed up 3 months later as theres a bone broken off floating around, now im not in much pain th...

LeeU · LeeU

Elder's Meditation of the Day - July 2 "If I destroy you, I destroy myself. If I honor you, I honor myself." --Hunbatz Men, MAYAN It is said, when we need love the most is when we deserve it the least. Whenever I have secret thoughts about someone else, it will put bad feelings inside myself....

BigV · BigV

God in each otherPage 187 "One aspect of our spiritual awakening comes through the new understanding of our Higher Power that we develop by sharing another addict's recovery." Basic Text, p. 52 We've heard it said that we often see God most clearly in one another. We see the truth of this wh...

Manon · Manon

okay I can't even post here because I can be found via Google for a poem I wrote awhile back ago and they have found me here love ya family but I will be laying low -- Edited by Manon on Friday 3rd of July 2009 07:21:34 PM -- Edited by BigV on Saturday 4th of July 2009 06:10:20 PM

BigV · BigV

-- Edited by BigV on Saturday 4th of July 2009 06:08:36 PM

wantneeda · wantneeda

hello family just dropping in to ask your thoughts on this Our ego manifests itself in many ways just like our addiction does. Have any of you recognized this?? if so, how and under what circumstances? most of all how did you handle it?? big hugs Wendy

Raman · Raman

Hi all, Im in India for a fortnight and thought Id share some distinct thoughts and feelings. I came here to do interviews associated with my assignment. Im am running up now to te dissertation and need tro collect dtata from people in the field. Also thought Id spend qualioty time with my daughter and m...

adiroit · adiroit

but I decided it was time to talk to some people. Just gonna start talking.. idk Welll.. i really apologize because this is going to bounce back and forth from topic to topic and might be hard to follow. My name is Paul and I live in Pennsylvania. I was born in England on a U.S. air force base, and moved to Nor...

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	I love NA campouts (Preview) hey everyone I just got home from a NA campout and the spirtuality that I was missing was slightly found at this campout.... i cried during the countdown, not because i was sad, but because of the power that seeing all that clean time had. Going to campouts have taught me how to party clean. I'm tired a...	drugfree	2	613	Jul 25, 2009 by marigoldhead
	don't quit i like this (Preview) I GOT THIS FROM THE NURSE THAT TAKES CARE OF MY BECAUSE I FELL LIKE GIVING UPDON'T QUITWhen things go wrong, as they sometimes will, when the road you're truding seems all uphill, when the funds are low, and the debts are high, and you want to smile but you have to sigh, when care is pressing you down a bit, r...	jcd aka jayson cole	8	1037	Jul 25, 2009 by marigoldhead
	Just got back from my brother in laws service (Preview) What a trip that was over 400 people, family, friends, even one of his old sweet hearts were there and this was a celebration of a man who many many loved and admired. It was stunning tribute to someone who helped many hopeless addicts, who lived the program of spiritual living and loving. Who left deep w...	BigV	6	626	Jul 24, 2009 by AnthonyG
	OMG anthony g (Preview) i just realized you've lived half a century! congratulations and many more...	rumblefish	5	574	Jul 22, 2009 by rumblefish
	What's going on (Preview) Well this friday is my brother in laws service pretty down and out about this whole thing it's quite a loss . Not feeling well need to make some changes in my life and my living, diet, smoking, need to get to the docs they aren't going to keep filling my high blood pressure meds until I do and I think I have sle...	BigV	21	629	Jul 22, 2009 by DeanC
	LeeU (Preview) yayuh!!!this is what i meant ok, electric current... energy, force... distribution, rather conduit and when circuit is complete... the lights are on! whether somebody's home or not current, flow, force all metaphoric description for a HP -- Edited by rumblefish on Tuesday 7th of July 2009 09:04...	rumblefish	2	475	Jul 22, 2009 by rumblefish
	Hi (Preview) Hi I am a new member. I just wanted to introduce myself.	Denise	4	545	Jul 19, 2009 by Manon
	4th of July Palm Springs Convention (Preview) It's been a while since I have gone to the Palm Springs convention, and was wondering if anyone when this year, who is on this board? I almost when this year but was unable to make it due to my Daughter being sick. I am not sure if the location, hotel, resort they used to be at is different than the one they had...	sddarkman619	2	1866	Jul 18, 2009 by sddarkman619
	3 years clean today folks (Preview) http://www.recoverygreetings.net/cards/egna/428686.html-- Edited by BigV on Monday 6th of July 2009 01:10:07 AM	BigV	11	2037	Jul 18, 2009 by peggy
	new life (Preview) people say life is such a precious thing. only if there is a purpose for it. treatment is going fine. me on the other hand im not doing so fine. for some reason i can stay clean for a month but after that i just dont care anymore. i cant stay clean longer than a month. everytime i just end up using. and im at that...	LizC	14	733	Jul 18, 2009 by trulylulu
	New to this site (Preview) Hi Everyone. I just wanted to introduce myself. My name is Kelly and I am a heroin addict. I've tried to quit many times but always started using again. This time I feel more confident and I am attending relapse prevention groups and NA meetings. If anyone has any advice for me, it is welcome. Thank you. K...	KellyKadaver	4	636	Jul 17, 2009 by LeeU
	question about medication (Preview) 4 years ago i went and got myself treatment because i felt like i was getting out of control on how much pain medication i was taking. I was going thru a divorce and just kept taking more and more to numb myself. Well i did well for a long time then i injured my back real bad (actually broke it) and my Dr prescri...	nabbm34	2	547	Jul 17, 2009 by LeeU
	scars touching story (Preview) SCARS OF LIFE Some years ago, on a hot summer day in South Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went. He flew into the water, not realizing that as he...	Manon	2	784	Jul 15, 2009 by sddarkman619
	I THANK GOD FOR MERCY !!! (Preview) Wel,Wellwell,,and oh fukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk yes, My Faith in God has been renewed. MY SWEETHEART CALLED ME OVER TO HER PLACE THIS EVENING. tHEN AFTER SOEM INITIAL SMALL TALK SHE PULLS OUT AN ENVELOPE AND GIVES IT TO ME AND SAYS,, "HERE READ IT" I OPEN THAT ENVELOPE,,HEART IN MY MOUTH. AND...	Raman	11	607	Jul 13, 2009 by sddarkman619
	Question About Relationships Outside of NA Meetings (Preview) I'm not sure about this - but hopefully some of you will be able to provide some input on this subject. In another post on this board, I mentioned about a person at my NA meetings who I can really relate to as he was in almost the exact same situation I'm in now. The only difference is that he was ordered by...	KrisC	14	1918	Jul 13, 2009 by sddarkman619
	Twenty-seven years clean -- Pain medication needed in order NOT to die from pain -- What do I do? (Preview) I have been clean for 27 years and due to a pain condition and 2 accidents, the 1st one requiring shoulder surgery and chiropractic care, physical therapy, and injections; the 2nd one requiring back surgery; both of which have made pain condition of 20+ years unbearable and will kill me if I don't do s...	Christina1	27	752	Jul 13, 2009 by Raman
	brand new to NA message board @ Miracles in Progress (Preview) I am rumblefish. I've spent most of my life in 12 step programs. If all I've done is slow addiction from killing me, so be it. I've got around 107 days this rip. I isolated, I went out, I wanted to come back after a while. I missed how my life clean felt. I attend regular meetings and I wanted to find the...	rumblefish	9	629	Jul 12, 2009 by rumblefish
	could really do with someone to chat too! (Preview) Hi, am new on here but didnt really know where else to go to chat to other people. I'm 28 years old, from uk and have been clean from heroin for 9 years. I started using at 14 after moving in with my boyfriend,, alot older than me and a regular user, and about 20 of his "mates". I got married to...	sarahb	2	496	Jul 11, 2009 by cleanNOTsober
	The Bones of Others by Mel Ash (Preview) If you are here to read this, think of those who aren't. Pray for them: good thoughts for those who lost their minds, addiction and fears. Think of their great sacirfice. We recover on the bones of others. Wrap your loving thoughts around them: alone no more. If you are here and recovering your original...	rumblefish	1	1110	Jul 10, 2009 by LeeU
	newb lookin for help with resentment (Preview) hi family, new here and came across this on a google search. im trying ot find someone ot help me get past all the resentment i carry eevry fricken minute of my life. it is killing me fast. hatred, resentment, and injustice done to me by others, family, friends, jobs, etc. i never let go once of pain i have f...	inpaindaily	11	667	Jul 9, 2009 by Raman
	life on it's own terms you'd be suprised (Preview) WOW it is amazing what you can find out with a little patience and street smarts I want to thank all of you who has faith in me and my recovery as I face some of the toughest days of my life since I quit using drugs. Believe me I am not perfect by any means I am flawed in many ways as are we all. The things I have lear...	Manon	3	702	Jul 9, 2009 by Raman
	We need your prayers (Preview) My brother inlaw has been diagnosed with liver cancer , he is one of us and been clean for 20 something years. He's a Hep C carrier also just had a treatment about 2 years ago that cleared up the very active C and now this 80% of the liver is filled with cancer and it's going to take a miracle and good medicine t...	BigV	24	770	Jul 9, 2009 by BigV
	i dont get this (Preview) well im going threw withdrawl from hydrocodone, i was taking it for my bad knees (i have avascular necrosis of the knees and crohns disease a double wammy) i had knee surgery in january but then my other knee got messed up 3 months later as theres a bone broken off floating around, now im not in much pain th...	mr318i	3	589	Jul 9, 2009 by LeeU
	Resentment, anger, self-pity, Step 3 etc. (Preview) Elder's Meditation of the Day - July 2 *"If I destroy you, I destroy myself. If I honor you, I honor myself."* --Hunbatz Men, MAYAN It is said, when we need love the most is when we deserve it the least. Whenever I have secret thoughts about someone else, it will put bad feelings inside myself....	LeeU	1	2148	Jul 8, 2009 by Manon
	July 07, 2009 (Preview) God in each otherPage 187 "One aspect of our spiritual awakening comes through the new understanding of our Higher Power that we develop by sharing another addict's recovery." Basic Text, p. 52 We've heard it said that we often see God most clearly in one another. We see the truth of this wh...	BigV	1	494	Jul 7, 2009 by rumblefish
	this is focked (Preview) okay I can't even post here because I can be found via Google for a poem I wrote awhile back ago and they have found me here love ya family but I will be laying low -- Edited by Manon on Friday 3rd of July 2009 07:21:34 PM -- Edited by BigV on Saturday 4th of July 2009 06:10:20 PM	Manon	4	1833	Jul 6, 2009 by LeeU
	Happy 4th of july everyone (Preview) -- Edited by BigV on Saturday 4th of July 2009 06:08:36 PM	BigV	3	522	Jul 6, 2009 by LeeU
	Ego (Preview) hello family just dropping in to ask your thoughts on this Our ego manifests itself in many ways just like our addiction does. Have any of you recognized this?? if so, how and under what circumstances? most of all how did you handle it?? big hugs Wendy	wantneeda	4	723	Jul 4, 2009 by Dd
	Need to share ! (Preview) Hi all, Im in India for a fortnight and thought Id share some distinct thoughts and feelings. I came here to do interviews associated with my assignment. Im am running up now to te dissertation and need tro collect dtata from people in the field. Also thought Id spend qualioty time with my daughter and m...	Raman	10	635	Jul 4, 2009 by Dd
	Not sure what i expect outta this topic.. (Preview) but I decided it was time to talk to some people. Just gonna start talking.. idk Welll.. i really apologize because this is going to bounce back and forth from topic to topic and might be hard to follow. My name is Paul and I live in Pennsylvania. I was born in England on a U.S. air force base, and moved to Nor...	adiroit	6	1066	Jul 3, 2009 by DeanC
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