Lately, things in my life seem to be going in circles. And, as I led a meeting I realized that if I surrender on a daily basis. I will not only become one with my HP, but also find that my option to use and the choice to use is eliminated. Because, with that surrender I adapt my will to my HP's and with that I find faith and trust in him.
It's like cupping your hands together and adding resistance. Cuz, when your will is combined with your HP's it creates faith and trust. And, that is what my HP has with me. Faith and trust that I will return to my divine self working through my issues. Showing my gratitude by my actions. When I talk about resistance its not a game of tug of war. But, that little pressure that hold us together with our HP.
Being opened to gratefulness for our lives and what we have at the present time is a walk towards our higher self. Being Grateful for who we are becoming is also a gift. Knowing that life is good and will get better. I know that with faith and trust in myself and in my HP. Life is just fine.
My wife had a Vertigo episode three days back. I really panicked when she was going thru it. For the first time in our relationship, for a moment, I thought she is dying. I felt so powerless that I could not bring her back if that is so, in those few seconds...
In that state of panic, I was not able to act. I was a total incompetent and chaotic till the late afternoon... Then I called a member and he emphasised the importance of the Third Step in situations like these... I immediately surrendered by turning over the whole situation and my wife's condition to my Higher Power... I felt calm and was filled with trust in my Higher Power's care. Then, I was able to act, consult the right doctor, explore all options, get the tests done, take care of my wife overcoming my own panic and fear, consoling and soothing her.
Grateful that I have this tool of Surrender through the Third Step in my life today, because of which I'm able to merge my will with my Higher Power's will for me and experience the harmony as a result.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
Tahir you're a gift to my recovery. I was just talking to my boyfriend about surrendering everything on a daily bases. Why should we worried about things get stressed, and wonder why. When with faith and trust in our HP we can take the necessary steps on this path to freedom. We have to wait for his or her answer. It can from anywhere if we are willing to listen to that quiet whisper of God. The answer will always be there, when the time is right for the change to occur. Its all a matter of time not ours but God's.
