I apolagize for not being around lattly , just real busy. Now that I am feeling better there is so much to catch up on. Here in Toronto we go a little crazy with the holiday celabrations in NA, gratitude meetings and felowship has kept me bussy(lots of baking to do). I really wish I could make it to your on-line meeting but I'm just never home on time, maybe some day.
Something real cool that I discovered about my recovery this week , I was real depressed last year at this time , had just ended a 8 year relationship and was feeling very alone sharing a small ham with just my son. I was use to 8 of us around the table at Christmas, so it was a big adjustment that I didnt handle well.
This year I fell like a 12 year old girl , so excited about Christmas...yet nothing has changed it will still be just the 2 of us on Christmas morning and I am ok with that because NA has taught me to find my happiness within. It's really working for me I dont need a partner to fill my needs or a lot of family. I have found a way through the grace of god to have inner peace, and fill my own needs, and find happiness within.
Thank you, Sandra, for sharing with us. Wish you a great festive time too, with your loved ones and NA.
Hugs, Love, Light ~ Tahir.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
Thanks BigV for making this forum bright and beatiful and instilling some festive spirit on this forum by posting that awesome colorful holiday wishes picture.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
for making this forum bright and beatiful and instilling some festive spirit on this forum by posting that awesome colorful holiday wishes picture.
