and on the NAY well my cousin who was 16 shot himself this week. his dad(my uncle) and my grnma told my mother she needed 2 get it 2gether and get it right with me(she disowned me like 8 months ago) well apparently her and her husband had a HUGE fight that day and i know my mother is prolly wigging bc he died the same way her dad did when she was 13. and so she was an alcoholic(well is) and when i was 5 she had 2 go thru detox and all and i know she has drinken and even gotten drunk since and i know she owns and carries a gun or 2 and my little sister(13) called my cell yesterday BAWLING because she was scared mom was gonna hurt herself. said she had left and she thought she was drinking and went driving and wasnt back yet(an hour later) and so i called my grnma so she could talk to my mother and talk sense into her and she couldnt get ahold of her. my mother never goes anywhere without her phone and i know that for a fact. she said she'd call me when she knew. but she called 2 hours later said she would try more after my cousins viewing but had 2 go and couldnt reach ANYONE. i'm scared for them.
Alot going on there Tabby just stay focused on yourself and whats happening inside and don't let people places things and situations bother you and take your serenity away.
