Try the phone book, there's usually a NA hotline manned by addicts who 'd be able to hep you. Also I check out the locator and got the same womens meeting, have you tried searching near by cities? Good luck Bob.
Hey Robert. AA works just as well as NA when you need a meeting. If you want to stay clean you'll hear what you need to hear. I am going crazy in northern California so I can relate to your earlier post. Part of me just wants to give up but I know that there is no turning back at this point. I have had a taste of recovery - of serenity and I want that back. I am frightened by the chaos that is my mind right now. I feel very alone and scared. But I know that this is the addict that lives in my head - trying to make me believe that it is just too hard to do. Telling me that I am too far gone to get well. It is a lie. I have to remind myself that I have been through this before and that there is light on the other side. The same is true for you. Hang in there. I promise if you keep doing it a day at a time - things will change.
Robert,I go to AA also,even though i was addicted to vicodin.the twelve steps is all that matters to me and there is so much cross addiction that most AA members have more than one addicition.i hope things works out for you.ive been chemical free since march 24.those twelve step meetings are reality.good luck.the cravings arent so bad right now but there's always thoughts of vicodin that never really goes away.im sorry i ever took any to begin with,but the damage is done,and the addict was always there before the vicodin,anyway.