last night i had a cardiac arrest shoot coke!the hit the feeling everyone is looking for i found it!i haven't used today that way anyway i just need to talk to someone who may have been satisfied also!by satisfied I'm not talking about a good thing or the bad thing like losing my job house etc. i mean knowing you have another chance!i guess to all you who don't know when you shoot it is a different high!which is probably why i went from snorting to smoking then introduced to shooting!anyway the high is a degree of levels.first your hearing goes,then you know the rest is coming which includes a euphoric feeling like being asleep while still being conchess?also diziness followed by ddisorientation.if it is a real good hit it gets better!you may experience slobbering not being able to talk very well if at all may have to lay down or sit down like right the hell now! shortly there after comes heart failure or cardiac arrest!i'm sure i had the latter!i'll get in to that later!how i saved myself anyway i just need to talk to someone.have been to rehab never for drugs!i could go on forever oh i'm 34 in shape like the baddest of 18 year olds and very much funtionable, sexually at anytime after days of being up or drunk asleep.point being what i was looking for in life i found! TOSEEDEATHMEETITWILLINGANDCOMEBACK!for now that's all! closing though what would you do if you were going to die in a short time!
Got your email first thing this morning.... I emailed you, I hope you got it. Peace my friend, keep reaching out, get to a meeting in your area and share...share...share! Cindy
Get a Fucking Clue Dude do you wanna fucking Die? All of us already know what the rush entails. Hell there was a time when I Loved it 2 but it stopped working and it brought me to the gates of hell n I never want to return. If it is still working for you then why are you posting on a recovery site there has to be some pro drug sites you could post on! Maybe your just not done yet? You may not die you may just end up stuck in a living hell like I was for years. May God Bless you eithier way. KEEP COMING BACK BUT HURRY UP N BE DONE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!
keep reaching out.I pray you gain sobriety and walk away from the living hell you are going thru.I knew someone that did what you were doing,she is 26,this just happened this last year,and she is hurting so bad for having gone thru that.she had a cardiac arrest.i pray that you get thru this.keep writing and reaching and post how you are doing.
