Hello everyone and anyone reading this, just found this thread, and yes I very well am swear of the fact that this is very old, in fact so old that the message just above my own, the one with the link, and that website dont even exist anymore, but Im writing with the most sincere and desperate hope that somebody anybody might b reading this and taking their time to give me an answer either about where I can get an online sponsor or a N.A website where I can try asking people myself? 

Im so very much looking forward for that one persons help/message, cuz honestly that is going to truly save my life!