HEY THERE .... ARE YOU FINDING IT HARD TO COPE ... A PERSON CAUGHT IN A CIRCLE OF NO HOPE ... IT'S A HARD LIFE .... WAKING EACH DAY TO FIND ... A BRAND NEW TRICK TO PLAY ON SOMEONE ELSE'S MIND ...
OPPS! .... IT SEEMS I'VE GONE AND SPENT THIS MONTHS RENT ... OH WELL .... GOOD EXCUSE ... I'LL JUST GO AND GET BENT!! ... AS I DRAW THE BLINDS ON YET ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY ... AT LAST ... I CAN FIX ...AND FORGET EVERYTHING THAT I SAY ...
BUT FORGET WHAT? ... AND AT WHAT COST? ... AS I DO THE LAST OF IT ... THINKING ... GOD, AM I LOST!! ROLLING ON THE FLOOR WITH CRAMPS .... FEELING SICK ... I SAY TO MYSELF ..." IS THIS THE PRIZE FROM MY TRICK?"
THE TRICK THAT I PLAYED TO SCRAMBLE SOME CASH ... TO MEET MY DEALER .... AND BUY MY STASH ... HOW MUCH FURTHER AHEAD HAVE I GOTTEN? ... OF COURSE .... I MEAN TOWARDS REACHING THE BOTTOM ...
BUT IS THIS THE DIRECTION I TRUELY WISH TO GO? AND IN A MOMENT OF CLARITY ... I SAY TO MYSELF ..."NO!" BUT, YET I'M FEELING AGAIN ... AS I BLEED ... TO SET IT UP, MY GOAL TO SUCCEED
IN HIDING WITH MY ONLY FRIEND ... MY VERY, VERY BEST FRIEND ... MY NEED!
HAVE I FORGOTTEN WHERE THE DOOR IS LOCATED? THE DOOR TO FREEDOM .... MY DARKNESS HAS HATED ... BUT WHY SHOULD I LET THE DARKNESS WIN? STEP TOWARDS THE LIGHT GRACE .... LET YOUR HEALING BEGIN
JUST REMEMBER .... JUST FOR TODAY YOUR LIFE NEEDN'T REMAIN AS IT IS ..... THIS SAME WAY STRUGGLE AND GUILT .... SHAME AND REMORSE ... YOU CAN STEER IT AWAY ON A POSITIVE COURSE ...
BREAK THIS CIRCLE IMPRISONING YOU THERE ... GO TO THE PEOPLE WHO KNOW AND WHO CARE ... THE PEOPLE IN THE ROOMS OF RECOVERY OF HEALTH ... GO AHEAD ... MAKE THE CHOICE ... MAKE IT BE FOR YOURSELF ...
