"As we approach this step, most of us are afraid that there is a monster inside of us that, if released, will destroy us."
Basic Text, p. 27
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Most of us are terrified to look at ourselves, to probe our insides. Were afraid that if we examine our actions and motives, well find a bottomless black pit of selfishness and hatred. But as we take the Fourth Step, well find that those fears were unwarranted. We're human, just like everyone else--no more, no less.
We all have personality traits that we're not especially proud of. On a bad day, we may think that our faults are worse than anyone else's. Well have moments of self-doubt. Well question our motives. We may even question our very existence. But if we could read the minds of our fellow members, wed find the same struggles. We're no better or worse than anyone else.
We can only change what we acknowledge and understand. Rather than continuing to fear what's buried inside us, we can bring it out into the open. We'll no longer be frightened, and our recovery will flourish in the full light of self-awareness.
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Just for today: I fear what I don't know. I will expose my fears and allow them to vanish.
