...you're certainly welcome to share what you're going through on the forum,,but it's recommended that you find personal help in your area. all the best,,,michael.
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...gawd,,,please don't let me -ever- forget why I came here in the first place!!(my 'senility' prayer)
We suggest you get yourself to a meeting as soon as possible, put your hand up, and tell people who you are. Listen to others who share, and ask someone directly to sponsor you, AFTER the meeting. You have to specifically ask a person, sponsor's aren't suppose to volunteer.