Literally the end is near. The end of this life yet the beginning of another. I have been using and my eating disorder have taken over my life. It is unmanageable. My body is shutting down to the point where I'm sick. I can only function for an hour or so and the. I have to sleep the rest of the day. I have so many health issues at the moment because of my addictions that this is it. I could die at any moment. But I choose to live. I am going to treatment in the very near future as soon as all the details get sorted out. This is the worst my addiction has had a grasp on me and the disease is making me not give a crap. That's all I got. This was exhausting to write.
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Haven't seen you in a minute...You do know the Solution.Want it more than anything and LIVE! TAKE OUR 1ST step 100% and work in the Solution,APPLICATION in all areas of your(OUR) LIVES...IN THOUGHT AND PRAYER
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
I hope the end of your suffering is near and you choose a good path forward.
My disease had control over me until I admitted I had a problem and surrendered control to a higher power.
Living Clean was possible once I fully Surrendered. NA Works if You Work It! Keep Coming Back...In fact you don't have to go away...The Choice is yours.
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Work the Steps or Die MF. (My Friend :) Clean One Day At a Time by The Grace of God through The Power of NA
