trying to stay clean just for today is all i can focus on at this stage of my recovery, i have 25 days clean can i get some experience strenght and hope
Allen, Glad you are here, it sounds like you have some face to face meeting time. Keep that up, participate, talk outside of the meeting to recovering people, go to coffee, ect., remember that sayings don't turn into slogans by being BS. Congratulations on 25 days clean!!!
Lon
-- Edited by Lon at 00:04, 2006-02-22
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Courage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go; it is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow.----Alice Mackenzie Swaim
Welcome!! If staying clean just for today is all you can focus on right now thats okay. "Staying clean must come first" As long as you keep coming and dont use a day at a time your brain will clear up a little and you will be able to understand much more. Dont be too hard on yourself-25 days IS A MIRACLE!!!!!! A sponsor can also help you to understand more about the program. When I first came to NA I was confused too, but I kept it simple and I focused on the same thing you are now. I am currently almost 17 mo clean and on my 4 th step.
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Danielle 10-14-04
"Lost dreams awaken and new possibilities arise"
keep going u should know that staying clean is the most right or maybe the only right desicion u have taken in u r life good 4 u cuz u will start 2 see things around u now and u will start feeling but the most important thing that u should focus on now is u r piorities u should come first before anything else u r the no 1 piority now and 2 stay clean u should pray, read ,attend meetings and call u r sponsor and share wiz other fellows about the stuff u fell everyday
