Many of us have difficulty admitting that we caused harm for others... We cut away our justifications and our ideas of being a victim.
Basic Text, p. 38
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Our lives are progressing nicely. Things are going good, and each year in recovery brings more material and spiritual gifts. We may have a little money in the bank, a new car, or a committed relationship. We have a little self-confidence, and our faith in a Higher Power is growing.
Then, something happens. Someone breaks into our new car and steals the stereo, or the person were in the relationship with becomes unfaithful. Right away, we feel victimized. Wheres the justice? we wail. But if we take a look back on our own behavior, we may find that weve been guilty of doing whats just been done to us. We realize we wouldnt really want justicenot for ourselves, and not for others. What we want is mercy.
We thank a loving God for the compassion weve been shown, and we take the time to appreciate all the precious gifts that recovery brings.
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Just for today: I will pray for mercy, not justice. I am grateful for the compassion Ive been shown, and will offer mercy to others.
I know I caused harm to others in my addiction . I have gained more self - confidence the longer I am clean , but to never forget were I came from. But if something happens to us like stealing or family relations fall apart we feel like the victim . I appreciate the compassion I have gained in recovery . I also we offer mercy to others.
