We begin to see that Gods love has been present all the time, just waiting for us to accept it.
Basic Text, p. 46
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Gods love is the transforming power that drives our recovery. With that love, we find freedom from the hopeless, desperate cycle of using, self-hatred, and more using. With that love, we gain a sense of reason and purpose in our once purposeless lives. With that love, we are given the inner direction and strength we need to begin a new way of life: the NA way. With that love, we begin to see things differently, as if with new eyes.
As we examine our lives through the eyes of love, we make what may be a startling discovery: The loving God weve so recently come to understand has always been with us and has always loved us. We recall the times when we asked for the aid of a Higher Power and were given it. We even recall times when we didnt ask for such help, yet were given it anyway. We realize that a loving Higher Power has cared for us all along, preserving our lives till the day when we could accept that love for ourselves.
The Power of love has been with us all along. Today, we are grateful to have survived long enough to become consciously aware of that loves presence in our world and our lives. Its vitality floods our very being, guiding our recovery and showing us how to live.
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Just for today: I accept the love of a Higher Power in my life. I am conscious of that Powers guidance and strength within me. Today, I claim it for my own.
I have had to call on God and the Higher Power more than once in my life especially in my ten years of recovery. He has always been there to help me out of my ill thinking and pain.