Welcome!!I have 3 kids and I am 16 mo clean now.  Mu husband is in recovery.  We had to take our kids to meetings!  We had no choice cause recovery must come first.  I have had people in the rooms who werent thrilled with it, but I couldnt let that chase me out.  I first came in with an 8 mo old and a 2 1/2 year old-not easy to take them.  We relapsed and when I came back they were 1 and 3.  The last relapse they were 2-4 and one on the way. I know it is not easy, but it is necessary.  Im sure that people would rather see them there than in the back of my car while picking up or in a crack house. If I dont continue to recover, my kids will not have a mother at all.  Ask for help if you need it.  Maybe someone would be willing to help you.  A lot of people take their kids around here and we all help out when we can. The consequences of active addiction are no fun.  Im sure that living at your moms is no picnic! I had to live with my grandmother when we first got clean.  I HATED it but got through it.  The hope is that we have a place of our own today. Actually I gained a lot of practice with spiritual principles and I learned so much from it. In a way it was a blessing.  God knew what he was doing.  Im sure that being at your moms must be better than living with your children in the streets (at least for them) Thank god you are here and welcome.  Feel free to email anytime if you want