We find ourselves doing and enjoying things that we never thought we would be doing.
Basic Text, p. 102
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Active addiction kept us isolated for many reasons. In the beginning, we avoided family and friends so they wouldnt find out we were using. Some of us avoided all non-addicts, fearing moral backlash and legal repercussions. We belittled people who had normal lives with families and hobbies; we called them uncool, believing we could never enjoy the simple pleasures of life. Eventually, we even avoided other addicts because we didnt want to share our drugs. Our lives narrowed, and our concerns were confined to the daily maintenance of our disease.
Today, our lives are much fuller. We enjoy activities with other recovering addicts. We have time for our families. And weve discovered many other pursuits that give us pleasure. What a change from the past! We can live life just as fully as the normal people we once scorned. Enjoyment has returned to our lives, a gift of recovery.
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Just for today: I can find pleasure in the simple routines of daily living.
I found I can be happy and free just being a normal recovering addict.Not being isolated bye my own doing was no fun.Now just being happy and alive is a thing I never thought I would have .
