I am currently on suboxone. Before my addiction I had severe anxiety and was medicated for it. I have been working with my recovery clinic and they have found a way for me to see a doctor separately to address these matters. My issue is that what I am on doesn't seem like it's enough. I know as a drug addict we are sometimes assumed to be "chasing a buzz", but I know that when the shaking starts to come and I get that tunnel feeling I'm left few choices. My drug addiction definitely helped pile more to my anxiety issues. I want help and I need it. I am ready. I am certain. I need help getting my anxiety under control. Please, if anyone has any advice for controlling severe anxiety/panic attacks while taking care of an elderly parent (which adds just the tiniest more pressure) would be greatly appreciated.
-- Edited by Missyn86 on Wednesday 20th of November 2013 04:56:46 PM
I have anxiety but don't take medication for it.
What helps me is working the NA program: going to meetings, working the steps with a sponsor, fellowship, and service, and of course not using drugs.
Anxiety is a reality for most people.
The problem for us addicts is that we can't stand not feeling right.
so we demand some kind of chemical fix.
I had severe anxiety and depression. I was addicted to Xanax.
I went to psychiatrists, therapists, and MD's for help.
I finally fessed up to my shrink and the three of us, me, him and my wife,
worked out a schedule of gradually reducing the Xanax. My wife held the meds
and after about six weeks, I just stopped.
I still had wild mood swings, and bouts of depression and anxiety, but I had also found Narcotics Anonymous.
I was going to alot of meetings and had a sponsor who I called daily.
It was only after working the steps using the NA step working guide that I started to notice genuine relief.
It took me 14 months of working in the workbook on a daily basis to complete the 12 steps but they changed my life.
Nothing I had done before that did as much to relieve my suffering.
I am on a continuing spiritual journey. I know that most of difficulties in my life were created by me.
So I work on myself to find peace of mind and a useful place in the world.
I urge you to go to some NA meetings. Try different groups, ask for help, and introduce yourself to some of the women.
It changed my life, my hope is that it can do the same for you.
Anxiety expresses itself in lots of ways. Not just with drug use. People use all kinds of outside fixes to try to make their insides feel somewhat "Normal". It can be sex, obsessive cleaning, creating chaos, and many other ways. What I have found that works for me is to stay planted in the Rooms and work the Steps. I found out for myself that as I become healthier thru the working of the steps.....the more peace and serene I became. I have learned to rely on and trust in the process and my H.P. and as my faith and trust has grown in my H.P. by me choosing to turn it over to my H.P. things got a whole lot better for me. I've been to shrinks, psychologist, treatment centers, churches, had the "Demon's" cast out of me (so they said) and been on slews of mental medications over the years and diagnosed with just about every kind of mental disorder there was. I was told that I would have to be on these Mental Medications for the rest of my life but using a Theripist (who was also in the rooms) and slowly one medication at a time lowered the dosage I can say that I am no longer taking any kind of mental medications but it took over five years of being clean and living the program for me to get there. When I am all up in my head and trying to handle life on life's terms by my own strength and will power.....things get very chaotic for me emotionally, mentally and Spiritually. When I do finally exaust myself in trying to handle things all by myself...it is then that I remember that I need to turn it over to my H.P. to handle and leave the results in the hands of my H.P. My goal is to not get to the point of insanity before I turn it over and release it to the care of my H.P. That is the progress for me. The time gets shorter and shorter in my turning it over but when I do, it takes the pressure out of me having to figure it all out and turns the control over to a Power Greater than myself that can restore me to sanity. We have a disease that manifest itself in our thinking and between our ears and effect our emotional, mental, physical and Spiritual selves. It effects all areas of our lives.
I have been struggling for quite a while with addition to pain killers. I am looking for some help, someone that wants to listen and provide any guidance. Please reply. Thank you.
Missy, have you discussed clonidine with your doctor? I'm 6 weeks clean, but three weeks in I was out of my mind with anxiety. It got so bad that I couldn't even watch dramatic or action movies without having a panic attack. I know that the point is not to go on more drugs, but I really found the clonidine to be helpful in eradicating my anxiety and restlessness. The nice thing about it is it's just a blood pressure medication so it's not something else to become addicted to.
Hi Kirsten,
what you see on this thread is something that happens pretty regularly.
A person is in distress, comes on with a plea for help and then then never comes back to check on the replies.
Some things to look for in the future are the number of posts....If a person has only one post then that could mean
that they are one of the "one hit wonders"....by clicking on their name and viewing thier profile you can see "last access"
this tells you the last time they logged onto MIP.
If you really want to reach out anyway, then probably the best was to do that would be to send them an email if they provided one.
It's nice that you reached out here and please feel free to do so whenever you wish.
My purpose here is merely to give you a heads up about how some people choose to utilize the forum.