Hey there. Well I'm OK now. I was using and have no recollection of posting my last post.
I just want to say I went to a meeting tonight. My first one in years. YEARS! I was scared shitless walking in there. But by the end I had a sense of relief that yeah I can do this again. The feeling of being hugged by complete strangers who only want to help was wonderful.
Today I was at an all time low emotionally that yes I did really think about offing myself but I made myself go to that meeting.
I have a lot on my plate right but it gets better right?
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"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Glad that you checked in.
Yes! It absolutely gets better. I am a testament to that.
Maybe it's time to try out a sponsor and make a commitment.
a meeting a day for 90 days is a huge investment in yourself.
Wishing you all health and happiness