...the time has come when that tired old lie, Once an addict, always an addict, will no longer be tolerated by either society or the addict himself. We do recover.
Basic Text, p. 89
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From time to time, we hear speakers share that they dont really understand spiritual principles yet. They tell us that if we knew what went on in their minds, wed be amazed at how insane they still are. They tell us that the longer theyre clean, the less they know about anything. In the next breath, these same speakers tell us about the profound changes recovery has made in their lives. They have moved from complete despair to unfailing hope, from uncontrollable drug use to total abstinence, from chronic unmanageability to responsibility through working the Twelve Steps of Narcotics Anonymous. Which story is true? Do we or dont we recover?
We may think we demonstrate humility or gratitude by underplaying the change that recovery has brought to our lives. True, we do injustice to the program when we take credit for this miracle ourselves. But we do an equal injusticeto ourselves and to those we share withwhen we dont acknowledge this miracles magnitude.
We do recover. If we have trouble seeing the miracle of recovery, wed better look again. Recovery is alive and at work in Narcotics Anonymousin our oldtimers, in the newcomers flooding our meetings, and most of all in ourselves. All we have to do is open our eyes.
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Just for today: I will acknowledge the miracle of my recovery and be grateful that Ive found it.
At first I believed that once an addict always an addict . But after 8 plus years in recovery I know that is not really the truth. We all can change from a using addict to a clean and serene addict , but we have to be willing to change and do what has been done by many addicts before us .I am very glad I found recovery because it helped me get my life back .
