I'm new here, recovering alcoholic and finally getting honest re my "problem" with vicodin. Was prescribed over a year ago for chronic pain, and I've become dependent on it, crave it, obsess about it, worry about running out, etc. It owns me and I hate that. Started a taper today to get off it completely over next 2 weeks, by the grace of God I've only been taking 4-6 tablets a day of 5 mg, and that mostly late afternoon/bedtime, so I haven't been keeping it in my system 24/7. I still expect the craving and obsession to be pretty horrible, even if physical symptoms less so.
Looking for ESH here, as well as willing to offer my own support to others on the same journey. Thank God we aren't alone.
Welcome. Since you are a recovering alcoholic, I assume you know the importance of going to AA meetings. The same is true for recovery from addiction. I suggest you check out some NA meetings. You will find experience, strength, and hope there. Electronic forums are useful but they are no substitute for in-person meetings. Keep coming back.
Hi and welcome. I attend noon meetings of NA. There are 4 active members of my home group who are nurses. So your story while personal, is not unique. Tapering off can work for a while, but in my experience if you don't commit to stopping 100% soon, then the final abstinance day never comes. In no time your back to full blown using. I wish you well. Let us know how your doing.
