Thank you for thinking of me Manon. I truly do miss your posts when your absent for any length of time. I have followed your highs and lows with deep concern. I think that most of us who post here regularly are pretty honest, but few are as open as you. You really let people to peer into your soul, and in my mind that creates a great responsibility for anyone of us who chooses to do so. I often pray for your well being and ultimate happiness. Be well.
Avid, the only thing I do is speak wts on my mind recovery is far from rose colored glasses we have to get thru the bad days just as we do the good we all put our pants on one leg at a time some may not feel comfortable posting everything on thier mind;although i am more honest than most to a fault it seems. ty for your concerns and your prayers we all as addicts need this kinda of thing I am not the only one still sufferring. Every Addict needs to know we will love them to=ill they love thier selves all I do is share from my heart and mind leaving nothing to fill in the blanks as when i share i leave no blanks I had to tlearn the hard way I have to be honest with me adn not just you if not I am a relapse waiting to happen! loveyou just in case no one has told you today Manon
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino