Maybe we don't want to know take it up with your higher power an work it out there, ultimately that's who we should be answering to but it helps to dump on another human who might understand and tell you how they were able to get past doing certain things that aren't healthy. but i have a cats brain an i'm always curious heh heh, be good to yourself Liz
When WE stumble and fall our saving grace is knowing that our Higher Power is loving and caring and knows of our fallen nature(character defects/shortcomings) and forgives us with our true repentance,Get back up ,dust yourself off,make amends if you can and keep trying.WE are people who may do terrible things not necessarily terrible people.I'll keep you in prayer..Pain shared is pain lessened....WE admitted to God ,ourselves and another human being the exact nature of our wrongs(5th).
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
if you can surpass/ outdo yourself in mistake, you can do the same for the right things.
Dear Liz, remember freedom is not a choice of choice between right and wrong, truly, freedom is the choice of right !
And how do we tell between right and wrong ?
Well, if doing something has made life un-manageable then thats a wrong. Now once accepted,, all we hhave to do is the opposite of that wrong, and we suddenly find we are doing the right things !
Now all that said, remember if you have stayed clean today, then you ARE doing something right !
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
I don't know what you did that makes you think your so terible, but i'll bet in a couple of days you won't be so hard on yourself. We are human, we fuck up. There are steps you can take to rid yourself of guilt and self hate.
