Our fears are lessened and faith begins to grow as we learn the true meaning of surrender. We are no longer fighting fear, anger, guilt, self-pity, or depression.
Basic Text, p. 27
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Surrender is the beginning of a new way of life. When driven primarily by self-will, we constantly wondered whether wed covered all the bases, whether wed manipulated that person in just the right way to achieve our ends, whether wed missed a critical detail in our efforts to control and manage the world. We either felt afraid, fearing our schemes would fail; angry or self-pitying when they fell through; or guilty when we pulled them off. It was hard, living on self-will, but we didnt know any other way.
Not that surrender is always easy. On the contrary, surrender can be difficult, especially in the beginning. Still, its easier to trust God, a Power capable of managing our lives, than to trust only ourselves, whose lives are unmanageable. And the more we surrender, the easier it gets.
When we turn our will and our lives over to the care of our Higher Power, all we have to do is our part, as responsibly and conscientiously as we can. Then we can leave the results up to our Higher Power. By surrendering, acting on faith, and living our lives according to the simple spiritual principles of this program, we can stop worrying and start living.
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Just for today: I will surrender self-will. I will seek knowledge of Gods will for me and the power to carry it out. I will leave the results in my Higher Powers hands.
The impacting part has been "We are no longer fighting fear, anger, guilt, self-pity, or depression." This means that if I am not fighting those negative feelings, then Im surrendered, else I need to start surrendering !
This is why the Higher Power concept is a Great Relief !
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!
Hi Lady Red and welcome surrender is very difficult for most addicts. It was for me, but the freedom that comes from turning ones life over to the care and direction of a higher power is real. The weight of the world was lifted from shoulders and I truly began to heal. Thanks for sharing. Hope to hear from you.
Lady red,,,,hi. An authority once declared that relationships are also on the list of what an addict may get addicted to.
In the Basic text we have the sentence" relationships can be a terribly painful area because we tend to fantasize and project what will happen". And to note; this not only means romantic relationships but all other relationships too.
Thanks for sharing and keeping me reminded !
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Raman an addict clean and serene just for today in NA Worldwide ; live to love and love to live the NA Way !!!