So last week I was livid, with every one, everything. So on Monday night I hit a meeting. And again Tuesday and Thursday and again yesterday. (they're all womens meetings) and I have been keeping a journal. And suprise suprise, I'm feelin better this week. Have been more productive, passed my CNA exam yesterday. May take this week to figure out when I can sign up for the LPN courses in the fall. It's not that everything is hunkie-dorie, but that I can look at stuff without having a nervous break down. Well see though, this is what it felt like when I stopped looking for a sponsor.
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Change will happen when the pain of where you are exceeds the fear of where youre going
It's the little things that keep us going. Like the different colored keytags. We just move forward one day at a time, and after a while we look around and see that our lives our better. Good for you!
I can relate. Last week, I was getting more and more hopeless on my work front. Business was down, I suffered a substantial loss last week, and the bills and commitments were piling. I reached a point where I panicked and stopped working; I was almost getting stuck there when I realized I did not make a meeting for 6 days. I decided to make one and there was a little hope when I got back from the meeting. I made another the next day and another the following day too. The whole thing about my situation changed, I saw everything in a different perspective, and this week I'm on to some productive action again and although I do not know if my efforts will bear fruit this time around, I'm not worried. I'm content and I'm enjoying my work. Amazing how making a few meetings and listening to a few shares can bring the turn-around.
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.
