since the stalking episode its beena real nightmare trying to leave my home in fear I will be found that is why i took some time away from MIP He would look here first I am stuck in my bedroom in a 2 bedroom apt nicely furnished graeful to have a "home" but i can't seem to enjoy iit
well thur all my fears I have to move once more...its a different side of town but all is well i grew up in the same area so my comfort zone isn't ruined totally
still clean thru the grace of My HP now my urges are a different story but none the less I am moving on wiht my life having several health issues lots of therapy and its getting old I find myself just wanting to sleep life away
well that a quick update
heres a visual update as well love you guys thatnx for saving my seat
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Hey Manon! always great to see ya.Yes were moving from New York to Florida in 18 days by self loaded PODS.Moving is definitely draining but we do what we got to do.Hope to hear more from you,WE miss you and Im sure others that have been on MIP for a minute think of you ..Keep the faith,stay clean,day at a time and continue to trust in your Higher Power.Each day when WE remind ourselves how grateful we are to be clean and free of the devastation of drug addiction..........WE will always remain working on the mental and spiritual aspect of our illness but thats what "life' is...Miss you hope to hear back soon.Always in prayer and support.Mike the Mutt,(thats what guys in band call me,part of BAND NAME "OLD DAWGZ" Peace!
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Good to hear from you Manon, you are a fighter, you still keep coming back
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"If we do an honest examination of exactly what we are giving, we are better able to evaluate the results we are getting."Chapter 10 - Emotional Pain - NA Way of Life.