IM CELEBRATING 10 MONTHS AS OF LAST TUESDAY.  LIFE IS GETTING BETTER IN SO MANY WAYS.  IVE GOT THE ATTITUDE OF GRATITUDE..FOR ANOTHER DAY CLEAN.  I AM A PRODUCTIVE MEMBER OF SOCIETY AND I LIVE LIFE ON ITS TERMS LIKE THEM OR NOT....THATS THE WAY IT GOES....I GET ON MY KNEES AND PRAY AND PROBABLY COULD DO BETTER IN THAT AREA...BUT I THANK GOD DAILY, JUST BECAUSE!!! I REALIZE THAT I AM BECOMING THE PERSON IM SUPPOSE TO BE ONE DAY AT AS TIME AND I STILL HAVE CHARACTER DEFECTS THAT NEED TO BE LIFTED...BUT ONE THING AT A TIME AS I KEEP IT SIMPLE,  ITS WHAT WORKS FOR ME. I DO A DAILY INVENTORY WHICH IS GETTING LIGHTERN AS THE SAYS GO ON.  BUT I HAVE TO SAY THAT I GET NEW TOOLS DAILY TO USE TO MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON FROM ALL OF YOU HERE ON THIS MESSAGE BOARD...EVERYDAY I GET UP I MAKE MY COFFEE AND I START MY DAY WITH JUST FOR TODAY AND THEN I READ EVERYBODYS POST AND THE REPLIES GIVEN TO THEM AND I HAVE GAINED NEW PERSPECTIVE IN SO MANY AREAS OF MY OWN LIFE TO USE WHEN SITUATIONS ARISE AND I ALSO GET TO BE A PART OF SOMETHING THAT IS LOVING AND STRONG AND OH MY GOD, SO LIFE CHANGING AT TIMES...BUT WHATEVER I READ I TRUELY SEE A BOND OF "ONE ADDICT HELPING ANOTHER ADDICT" ... A POWER GREATER THEN MYSELF. I COME HERE FOR ANSWERS AND I COME HERE TO GIVE BACK IF I CAN. AND I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT IM GRATEFUL THAT YOU ARE HERE ALL OLD AND NEW MEMBERS..AND I DO MEAN NEWBIES BECAUSE I SEE YOUR POSTS SOME SO CONFUSED AND PAINFUL AND IT REMINDS ME THAT I DONT WANT TO DO THAT AGAIN SO TO YOU NEWBIES PLEASE KEEP COMING AND STAY YOU REALLY ARE A PART OF SOMETHING LIFE CHANGING. SO IM GONNA CLOSE NOW I JUST WANTED TO SEND LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND LET YOU KNOW IM HERE EVEN WHEN I DONT SAY ANYTHING....YOU ALLLLLL ARE AMAZING TO ME...AND IM GRATEFUL YET ANOTHER DAY TO BE CLEAN.