i'm new to this so pls bear with me. after getting clean (i have 7 months) i moved back home with my partner who has decided to try again. great right? well, i got here about a month ago and aside from a part-time job, i'm having trouble finding a real job. that really effects my self-esteem not to mention the fact that i know it's stressing my partner out.
she's not a very talkative person anyway but this is making things VERY hard for me to deal with. my sponser is in arizona and i don't talk to her nearly enough. i live in oklahoma now and need a local sponser.
i know i'm rambling but i just need to put it out there that i'm on an emotional rollercoaster. life on lifes terms is hard sometimes
HI and welcome to our supportive little community. Rambling is fine...ramble away. I hear your stress. I would suggest you establish yourself with the NA community in your new area. You will meet working people so can network with them. You will also meet potential sponsors. It's a start. Good luck and let us know how you are doing.