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Meditation Man


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My Pain
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My pain comes from deep inside
Nothing I have ever done allows me to hide.....

I sit here sometimes with tears rolling down my face
I would even go to say...It is hate......

Today is no different than most other days
I look around for yet another place.....

I think about the life that I have had
Some of it good, Most of it bad.....

Do I continue to try and live?
What more can a guy truly be able to give?....

You try to be friends and do what is right
It seems like people are just rude, do I deserve it? I might!

So now I come here for I have no where to go
I have money...my head screaming...just go get some blow....

When you are high you don't have these thoughts
Instead you have only one thought, the thought to just drop....

Drop on out of this life that you have
Than you won't have to worry anymore about being mad....

You won't have to live in the pain that you feel
The Pain...The Pain...OH SO REAL!!!!!

The thoughts of Chance for the day I go
What will happen with him? Only God (if there is one) only KNOWS

PEACE OUT!



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MIKEF


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Morning Meditation Man! I hear you loud and clear and am in support and prayer "with " you.

Yes there is a God, the God whose Grace(unmerited favor for you AND ME)and mercy(though in your life you may at times wonder where that mercy is? (I bet we all do)_....I will lift you up especially today in my morning office ,continue to have faith,even when the light starts dimming.

Faith is being sure of what we hoped for and certain of what we have  not seen! Reach out,to the best of your ability today to help someone,you have already given me a hand.Have a blessed and productive day.If you asked ,you have been forgiven,forgive others and let your present life,in recovery continue to be the amends you make,moment by moment...Truly wish you peace.................



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Raman


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yeah Meditation man,,,,
I hear you too buddy..

hugs.

I myself am usin the "this too shall pass" reminder many times these days......
My life's lookin up a bit, and I wont allow people and things to get in the way of my happiness and Serenity !!!

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avid


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prayers of peace for you today.

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Keep it in the day.
Dave R


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Hang in there. Don't use and go to meetings. Things will get better.

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