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wantneeda


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hello my name is Wendy
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and i am an addict in recovery


at least today i'm in recovery and plan on staying there!


i'm having a hard day today


i need a meeting, but there isn't one til tonight


so i'll post here, introduce myself and hope for some words of hope


alot of pain coming to the forefront as i sit here and its scaring me


i feel lost and alone


i know there's a difference in being alone and lonely and i feel both


i try to stuff it most of the time


i'm addicted to alcohol and crack among other things...


crack took me down and ruined my life


i'm trying today to be addicted to life instead but some days and today is one of them, i want to give up, give in....wants and needs though eh?


i need to stay in recovery, and i want to stay in recovery


my past is so in my face today, and dang it i can't shut the door as much as i want to


acceptance is the answer to all my problems...ya thats easy to say


forgiveness is easy to say, harder to do, easier for me to forgive others than it is to forgive myself


sick of this disease bottom line...just simply sick of it. I hate thats it ruins so many lives, i hate what its done to my girls, i have 2


i hate that it never loosens its grip


i guess i resent this disease!!!!!!!!!


and i resent myself for getting caught in its grip, thats a hard one to accept


its hard to accept that i have to deal with this grip for the rest of my life


guess i'm having quite the pity party today


sorry


hope you all are safe and smilin' today


thanks for letting me share


hugs, Wendy



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http://www.narecovery.org/na.html


 


here's an NA chatroom ms. wendy! come on over and tell us about your painful walk and give us the hope hearing how you're walking through it.


Today is a great day to stay clean.


Smiles,


Dave



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wantneeda


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oh crap, i'd love to meet you in the chat room but my computer needs some tlc that i don't know how to give, can't get into the chat rooms anywhere


posting is the best i can do today


 



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Welcome Wendy, I'm an addict and my name is Bob. Dave thanks for the link.

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wantneeda


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hi Bob, nice to see you here


i recognize you from MIP's AA message board


trying to post today but the site seems to keep logging me out when i try to start a new topic......


just goes to show that i can't make anything happen in my time, guess my HP's busy....


how is everyone today??


hugs, Wendy



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Wendy, welcome back to Miracles In Progress .


I'm Tahir, an addict in recovery, from India .


Hugs, Love, Light.



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and we have a chatroom here

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Hi Wendy,  I am glad that you are here.  The beginning for me is always the most uncertain time.  I am unsure that I can stay clean, and I know for sure that I can't do it on my own.  I have tried this to many times and always wind up with the same result, relapse.  I think that this is the definition of insanity, or at least one of them.  I have decided that my disease is so powerful that it will convince me that I am more powerful than it is and that it is okay for me to use.  It is a twisted maze of sickness that I run around in in my head.  This is why it is not possible for me to do it alone.  Anyway it is great that you are here too...


Eric (emoellm/Photoaddict)



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wantneeda


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oh my!!!!!


if any noticed the date on this original post....its a year ago....


Tahir?? is this your doing??


well no matter, i'm glad to read my own words


as i sit here and think back to that time...i was just under 1 year clean..yes i did make it to that 1st year once, i know i can do it again. Thanks for the reminder


(((Big hugs)))


peace


Wendy



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come to the nine oclock meeting

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wantneeda wrote:


oh my!!!!!


if any noticed the date on this original post....its a year ago....


Tahir?? is this your doing??




         



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WHAT WE CAN NOT DO ALONE , WE CAN DO TOGETHER.


I love that about NA. just thought i'd share that....lol...


hugs and loves... peggy


 


ps. i din't notice the dates until you pointed it out wendy....an here i thought there were all these new members...LOL....new faces....lol....i'm glad you're back girl .. peggy



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