for the first time after doctor dick as my family call him i feel myself again not sure how many days clean i have but i passed my UA at my pain docs with flying colors i am dating once again getting outta the house no longer bound by my fears have plans to go to a concert Friday so thigns are really looing up in my life i haope its not mania cause i miss this part of me open to meet new ppl and not always looking over my back and if doctor dick happens to read this stay the fuck away got it? that is nota questriona actually but a demand attorney is a phone call away i will go there!
i almost forgot how nice it was to sit and look at the stars or to leave my house let alone socialize... my shrink is proud of my progress! i can do things right if i set my mind to it
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Good to see you Manon!! Keep that positive outlook and reenforce the gratitude of being able to "look at the stars and socialize" again. Always in prayer and support my friend!Remember these feelings when the clouds come and reach out as you are aware "pain shared is pain lessened" WE are here for each other.............
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
