things are as expected as i struggle tpo stay clean fighting to find some desire within myself i will admit using will seems as the easy way out but then it consumes you why not just say NO
i have gotten rid of the ppl in mhy life that were bringing me my pleasures told her to leave after i coaught her stealing from me my clothes of all things all she would have had to do is ask if she could weear em but guess that was too hard anyway for me stealing is a deal breaker so i woke her from a dead sleep told her to get the fuck out made things easier on my nnot feeling like a bitch i stood up for myself so no drama just pplk that are gonew\ by Gids grace so i start count Thursday being day 1
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Failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough. Og Mandino
Thanks for your Honesty,the anti-dote to our diseased thinking! Using "will never" make it easier,Just for Today you don't have to use//Keep coming back.......(Good to see ya!!)
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Our purpose is to remain clean,just for today,and to carry the message of recovery.
Thank you so much for coming here and speaking from your heart!
I was having a few hard days here with dealing with my Landlord. I am getting so sick from this place being unhealthy, and I am not healthy anyways. So when I came here tonight and saw your post, it helped me to realize that I am not alone.
What I do know today, is that using will do nothing more than make any situation worse. That is one reason I do come here, I know I can come and voice myself honestly, and hopefully stay clean and sober for another 24hrs.
Glad your here.
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Just Keep ON KEEPING ON!!!!!!!!!! If we live we are just pretty lucky
Manon,It's good you called that person on her shit.You don't need someone using you like that,especially if you would have let them wera the clothes if they asked.Some people think what ever is yours is there's.Take care ,don't use no matter what.
